Thursday, April 29, 2010

two ana heads are better than one

i could use some help...

i spend all day from 9-6 with two girls at work
i work at a small-town health food store
we have food all around
and we all eat at work together
any ideas how to avoid this?
or any excuses i could use
(all the time)
its a health food store
so making up allergies and tolerences
been there done that
we have every option under the sun

i dread workdays.

p.s. thank you i will dance inbetween raindrops for your support!


VictoriaCrimson said...

Aw, that stinks! Just flat out say, 'haha I really have to stop snacking so much, it's all I do!!' They should understand. If not, then they're fatasses, and you can set a good example by being the least-eater in the group :)


Anonymous said...

Coffee. I drink coffee with cream and sugar. That's about 100 calories if you like as much compliments to your coffee as I do, but it keeps you fuller and curbs appetite. My breakfast is much smaller if I drink coffee. Also, do you like health bars (Lara, Luna, Clif)? Those are good meal replacements and give you vitamins. If you must snack, bring fruits and veggies. Then convince yourself how disgusting all the health food is. Or put a picture of a fatter person in your wallet as a constant reminder of how NOT to eat.

Best of luck!

Coraline said...

alice- i usually have coffee with just alittle bit of rice milk, (lac-tos)and i love Lara bars, eat them all the time and they actually keep my stomach busy.

victoriacrimson-good solution the only thing is i work with walking twigs. they each weigh in under hunderd easy. its good thinspo but they are the type of people who eat and never gain. its like torture standing next to these tiny girls, i feel like a fatty.

the feeling is mutual.

for your ears only

Prefection Found

-I want to be so thin, light, airy, that when the light hits me, I don't leave a shadow behind.
-when I walk across the snow I will not leave so much as one footprint
-I can dance between the raindrops in a downpour.
-And you're my obsession. I love you too the bones.
-I want to be light enough so a helium balloon could lift me and carry me to the clouds.
-I want to be as light as a feather and tumble
-Let your bones define the beauty of your body.
-Empty is pure. Starving is pure.
-I can get thinner. I can cut it all off. I can wear low slung Levi's and crop tops and long straight dresses like willowy models, and I will grasp with the breathlessness of being airborne. I can fly and be free. I never realized how easy it was.
-Ana, my friend, my companion. -Starve my pain away. Make me beautiful. Make everything ok. Turn my problems into bones. Crush them up. Gather the remains. Blow away the dust.
-Anyone can have "inner beauty" but few can earn real beauty, inside as well as out.
-Thin has a taste all its own.
-Nothing tastes as good as thin feels.
-Don't suffer from anorexia and bulimia. Enjoy every minute of it!
-People will remember you as Beautiful
-You'll be able to run faster without all that extra weight dragging you down.
-You will be able to see your beautiful, beautiful bones.
-Only thin people are graceful.
-You'll be able to move as quietly and skillfully as a spider.
-It's not like beauty will make you especially interesting, but it will help people to get interested in your soul. -Within me lies a treasure hunt. When I lose I win.
-Lose everything and what is real will still remain.
-One day I will be thin enough. Just the bones, no disfiguring flesh. Just the pure clear shape of me, bones. That is what we all are, what we're made up of and everything else is just storage, deposit, waste. Strip it away, use it up.
-I've freed myself from this compulsion of eating. When I wake, I am empty, light-headed. I love to stay this way, free and pure, light on my feet, traveling as a feather.
-We turn skeletons into goddesses and look to them as if they might teach us how not to need. -Junk food is cheap but thin is priceless.
-Blessed are the starving, for they shall teach us not to want.
-Let me be empty and weightless and maybe I'll find peace tonight.

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