on a fast.
its morning and my stomach is under control.
lets see how good i can be.
trying to get my mind off things.......
i just want that wow factor, which is becomes a borderline nervous faces.
i want to be gentle and delicate.
i want to feel on top of the world.
i want to be pushed over by a gust of wind.
i want to wear t-shirts as dresses
i want to fall in love
i want to get my shit together
i want to be happy
i want to feel complete
i want to have a true friend
i want to sleep without waking up to a nightmare
i want to sit in the front seat and have the passenger airbag light to be off.
i want to not make the floor creak when i walk
i want to not second guess fitting into an extra small
i want to wear my skinny jeans as baggy ones.
i want to stop feeling jealous
i want to hide under the covers and look like im not there.
i want to feel like im floating on water all day.
i want to never be able to give blood.
i want to drink water and feel refreshed
i want to forget my stomach wants
i want to lean over and have my backbone emerge
i want to be able to fit in a carry-on bag. (long story)
i want to never be hungry
i would love to be thin.