can you say "The Office" Marathon and pjs all day?
i haven't bummed around in a long time.
the snow is so peaceful.
i mean before the noisy snow blowers come on and nobody has walked on it.
when i was a kid my favorite thing to do in the snow was walk on it
trying not to make an impression on the snow.
keeping it as though i was never there.
that takes true lightness. something i wish i had to this day.
something i will achieve in the coming months.
im being a good ana girl lately. and fixing myself up.
took me awhile but i wrote out a exercise/food schedule for the next month.
its bases on a couple of magazine clippings.
mostly i based their snack as my meals.
hope it turns out good. need to shed this chubs.
i was actually thinking of a memory i had a couple of years ago.
my friend and me were out to lunch and i order a salad or something
like that and my friend order this Double bacon onion ring burger concoction
i told her that in my head i thought that just smelling like something like
that added fat onto your body, she told me that was an ana mentality.
it funny now because even back when i was thinking this way.
i didn't know there was anything wrong with that.
there isn't right, everyone is different.
i just happened to be very conscious about food.
I was reading a friendly blogger's page ( Anastasia Kirstyn) and decided out of shear boredom,
im going to play"What's in your bag?"!!
being that im a tom-boy at heart i don't carry much of a purse just a tan leather backpack
the boring stuff is mostly:
- four textbooks.
- two notebook with erratic notes all over the place.
- a red binded day planner that holds my life. (appts/homework/schedules)
- my ana journal (pictures/diary entries/quotes/all that good stuff)
- a tin full of laxs and vitamins
- pack of Newports and a green lighter. (green suppresses appetite)
- green wallet (money,id, library card, school id, family pictures)
- hemp lip blam
- pens and colored pencils.
- a cell phone, sometimes.
- my wrist watch!!
- reading glasses.
- last but not least, a pair of gloves.
so exciting, im just happy im not going anywhere tomorrow.
hope you anas are as lucky as me, stay strong beautiful ladies.