except that last glass of chocolate milk tonight! thats a treat.
i need to rid myself of my peanut butter craving. any suggestions?
i went for a run today and got struck with the cold wind in the north east.
figures the first day i start and it bites me in the ass.
yesterday, actually more like this weekend i become a complete downer.
im figure out how to artifically cheer myself up untill i lose a few pounds.
it i keep my diet under control than i think my weight will return to normal
then i really start dieting.
which is what i need.
as soon as i hit back down to 117, im going to start a clean, (no chocolate milk) fast.
it seems that the only thing i look forward to these days is when i fast and lose weight.
im going to put together a shitload of thinspo tonight
from books, music, pictures, and excerise routines.
i will post what i got and maybe it will brighten my week up.
i didn't want to post my discusting weight on but maybe it will spark my goal to lose it.
when the fast begins
alot of goals but i have to be realistic and not shut my metabolism down.
i have given myself about 16 weeks to be 107, thats by June 4, Friday.
if anyone has similar stats and whats to chat let me know.
get back to you soon!