day 1- weighed down

so day one summed up in one word would have to be hungry.

for me, fasts have cycles. the first two days are the hardest.
i feel hungry and often distracted.
but after two the third is filled with energy.
its like your body is thanking you for giving it time to breath.

preoccupying my time is the only tricky part, today is my day off
from everything and i have been doing all the little things i have
put off forever.

like dusting and vacuuming. not to mention hemming jeans and ripped
sweater i keep in a pile. lets see...i also alphabetized my book collection and dvds.
I took my dog on a hour walk.
It seems as though I have too much time on my hands.

but my body have been relaying on only aloe vera juice and detox teas.

on my walk i did get to have a heartfelt talk with my brother.

we did a basic walk around memories growing up and remembering

the "good old times", when we didn't know what jackasses are parents were.

but one thing that he said made me feel much better

"what you see depends on what you're looking for"

i dont know how this relates to an ana blog, but to me it just

expresses the power of human nature and how we set a goal and

do anything in our power to achieve it.

so in other words, it might not sound so far fetch.

[another side note, its amazing how people mature right before your eyes]

i plan to spend the remainder of my day laying in bedand listening to sufjan stevens

and running to the bathroom at every chance.

bye bye anas