sorry im a bum.
i haven't been on lately due to the wedding from hell. eh im over dramatic
my juice fast was both successful and unsuccessful
lastest through the 72 hours only to lose two pounds.not as much as i was anticipating.
i have been hanging out with mia the past couple of days.
she is the kind of friend who seems like she has a good idea but then those ideas always come back to bite you in the ass.
i think i gave up getting to my ideal weight for her wedding,
now im just trying to make it to a content weight. which is called settling.
what have i turned into. i think i am pathetic is because i couldn't careless about this wedding.
what i look like, or who seees me there. its sad but these people aka my family make me want to join a traveling circus.
you know somewhere that people are relatively more normal. i am the black sheep, and quite used to it.
im sure im not the only one.
how about some upbeat thinspo! to counteract my bad mood... :)