clean stomach

on a fast.

its morning and my stomach is under control.

lets see how good i can be.

trying to get my mind off things.......

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i just want that wow factor, which is becomes a borderline nervous faces.

i want to be gentle and delicate.

i want to feel on top of the world.

i want to be pushed over by a gust of wind.

i want to wear t-shirts as dresses

i want to fall in love

i want to get my shit together

i want to be happy

i want to feel complete

i want to have a true friend

i want to sleep without waking up to a nightmare

i want to sit in the front seat and have the passenger airbag light to be off.

i want to not make the floor creak when i walk

i want to not second guess fitting into an extra small

i want to wear my skinny jeans as baggy ones.

i want to stop feeling jealous

i want to hide under the covers and look like im not there.

i want to feel like im floating on water all day.

i want to never be able to give blood.

i want to drink water and feel refreshed

i want to forget my stomach wants

i want to lean over and have my backbone emerge

i want to be able to fit in a carry-on bag. (long story)

i want to never be hungry

i would love to be thin.